My Name Is Why by Lemn Sissay

Seven of our group met to discuss this book and did so uninterrupted for well over 40 minutes. Thank you Zoom!

This was an emotionally challenging story to read and, sadly, it's a factual account of Lemn's own childhood spent in the 'care' of his local authority. 

Lemn takes the reader through the files given to him by Wigan council in 2015: his files. He shares the reports and correspondence relating to his entire childhood from 1967 to 1985: 18 years. And he explains in detail the circumstances surrounding the documents. He changes no names. 

We talked around the story for a long time and yet it was a struggle for any of us to put into words how we felt about our reading experience. So this is a very short summary of our discussion. 

"Extremely frustrated for Lemn"; "So cross at the system". "Unbelievable". "I couldn't do anything". These are just words, and they do not really define how it feels to learn that authority took a child and condemned him to a life of bureaucratic decision making by arrogant white men in suits. And then there is the foster family Lemn lived with until he was 12, who let him down so very badly. There are no words for something we cannot even begin to understand. 

For Lemn though words, in poetry, gave him a way to express himself and shape himself and led him to where he is now. At the end of this book the reader is treated to just a few of his poems - don't put the book down until you have read them and read them again. 

The book ended but we want to know more. Here is a bit more:

Click on the link below for a post-publication discussion in which Lemn Sissay tells Alan Yentob what it was like to grow up as the only black child in a sleepy market town outside Wigan in the 1970s.

Imagine - an interview with Lemn Sissay

Would we recommend this book? Yes, it's a short read that is easier to read than to explain what it is like to read. It is powerful. 

You can't help but fall in love with Lemn Sissay -  his talent and his intelligence and his determination has led to him becoming an incredible asset to the country that so badly let him down. 

Our next book is: The Pants of Perspective by Anna McNuff and we will meet to discuss her travel adventures on at 8pm on Thursday February 18th 2021, almost certainly by Zoom.  

I hope you all manage to enjoy what will be an unusual Christmas and New Year.